well, good times in the office have officially concluded.i am glad that for the first time,i actually completed walking down an expected path.the rewards have been pretty satisfying.thank you for pointing out to me.
in summary,the prediction model is right.however,i may have inadvertently became a party-spoiler in some cases. as expected within the prediction model, sometimes simple things or arrangements can have very complex dynamics behind them. i shall try not be so pro-active in organizing events or outings or whatsoever in the future.
as predicted, i ended up being the fringe member of the group. well, i'm probably the thorn within the group. seriously, i dislike sneaky people and people who play boycotting games. i know that a lot has been going on behind my back, and those who put up an act without realizing that i know the full story behind are just plain idiots.
i have truly enjoyed this short journey together.however, i think i have been overly-reliant on this group and may have brought in unnecessary stresses. maybe i should boldly step out and know more friends. i dunno how lucky i may get, but hopefully i can find friends who can double up as activity partners who do sports and so on, rather than simply gourmet partners.
as i was commenting to another colleague, i admired the other group of colleagues. they seemed so united with much simpler dynamics. no unnecessary complications, no mind games and so on. i wondered why do i always ended up in such groups? anyway, the timeline i have given myself has expired and i shall depart from this group, most likely never again to return to or maintain contact with any of the other members. really sorry, i dun like sneaky actors/actresses as friends.
however, i wish the group members all the best in their lives.
i'm so looking forward to the golf session next tuesday....
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